...thE gEr frOm yEstErdaY...

2008-05-27T09:35:00.001+08:00

[Piece by Piece]

Acceptance is a double edge sword. It is a vital aspect of our every day lives in that our socializations and relationships are necessary conduits to our personal and spiritual success yet it can also be a difficult and intrusive source of grief as we attempt to please all of those around us.

It is important to accept that not everyone around you will be pleased with your work and activities at all times, and that is ok. Not every fruit you pick will be the sweetest. So long as you are keeping your commitments to the very best of your ability you are building a firm foundation from which to further develop relationships. These commitments and relationships must be fulfilling in order for you to create new ones and strengthen existing ones, thus you must be finding your own sense of satisfaction from them in order for it to be a positive experience at all.

Don't get caught up in the Santa Clause. It is not your duty to fulfill everyone around you at all times. Some people just don't know how to stop demanding.

"The man who trims himself to suit everybody will soon whittle himself away."
-Charles Schwab

2008-05-25T16:37:00.002+08:00

[it's not that bad afterall..]

i tot i cant survive the weekend..... but i'm glad i did... spending the days alone at home is nt as bad as it seems...though its really boring...... hahahaha

just 1 more day and he'll be back.... so happy.... mish him so much... the moment he left... my heart went off with him... haiz... kip thinking of him..... guess i cant live without him....*shy*

can't wait for him to be back tml nite......Ooooohhh... so happy... i jz mish him so much....

2008-05-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

[Woman's Instinct]

almost 90% accurate except the 10% which sometimes.... is just a lack of communication...

It's a golden rule that communication and trust is extremely important in any relationship.. if in doubt...always 'ASK'.....

i've learnt to ask..instead to question.... and im glad the issue is resolved....and end with a smile on the face..

i'm beginning to fall in love again..... again with you......*muacks*

....

2008-01-10T10:04:00.000+08:00

[The X]

X marks the spot, so they say. Our days are rife with questions and demands that can become incredibly distracting, leading us to focus on things that may not be necessary to what we are trying to achieve. Many of us are searching for answers when all we need do is allow them to come to us.

Trust me when I say that your energy can be conserved, that as long as you are focused on your goal the answers you are looking for will find you along the way.

"All you have to do is know where you are going. The answers will come to you of their own accord."-Earl Nightengale

[Desire makes play]

Life is all about desire and how badly you want something. Should you feel your daily tasks are too taxing, perhaps you are in the wrong field and don't want it enough.

One quality of highly successful people that is incredibly common is their intense, unwavering desire and love for what they do. Their results and accomplishments are so integral to their lives that they almost could not live without them. This makes their work into play, makes whatever toil into ease and turns hardships into pleasant challenges. You must desire what you think about and think about what you desire; this is the key to making your work into a lifelong endeavour of love.

"The more I want to get something done, the less I call it work."-Richard Bach

2007-12-29T02:04:00.000+08:00

ok...noe i've been MIA for very very very long..... been real busy....lotsa happening....but i guess the most important news is still.....

I'M GETTING MARRIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... okok.... stressed out....

guys... please SAVE THE DATES!!!!

ROM - 14 February 2008 (Valentine's Day)

Wedding Banquet - 03 January 2009

Please kindly make these 2 dates free to join us in this joyous occasion ya... will let u guys know more details in due time...:P

Meantime.... i have to LOSE WEIGHT!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-23T10:48:00.000+08:00

HOW TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR JOB ALL OVER AGAIN?

Remember how exciting it was when you first fell in love? Your heart did somersaults every time you met the one you loved. The two of you sat up talking all night. And you always seemed to have so much energy. The thrill of falling in love is wonderful.

Soon enough, of course, reality set in, and you had to start working to make the relationship succeed. That's good, of course. It's how you truly grow to know and love the other person.

In many ways, a new job is like a love affair. The first stage is excitement. It can last from an hour to many years. You think to yourself, "This job will pay me more money than I've ever earned before. The clients will be wonderful to deal with. I'm going to learn so much and do really exciting things." The novelty of the job keeps your energy high. You are happy because you are so productive, and you're more productive because you are so happy.

Then the second stage, reality, sets in. You still enjoy the work you do, but you begin to notice some of the irritants and difficulties. It bothers you that all the phones are ringing when you walk in the door. Deadlines seem endless and impossible. It becomes harder to arrive early or stay late. The novelty starts to wear off. And, like love, your job has a third stage too disillusion. The pendulum swings past reality, and you find yourself focusing on the negative things. That's when the "maybes" begin. "Maybe I could make better money at Company X, and not have to work so hard." "Maybe I'd be happier with more responsibility at Corporation Y." "Maybe Company Z would let me come in a little later in the mornings or go home earlier at night."

In jobs, as in love, it's very important for the pendulum to swing back. You need to work to regain the exhilaration of the first stage. Such excitement is essential to a fulfilling life. Think about what you did to keep the thrill in your love life. Maybe the two of you relived your first date at that little country restaurant, or you thought to thank your loved one for being kind and generous. In short, you remembered to see the person you first fell in love with.

Apply this same technique to your career. Rekindle the thrill you felt when you first began your job. You must have had good reasons for taking it. What were they? Make a list of them, and expect to experience those joys again in your daily routine.

Begin each day with a smile. Anticipate having a productive, stimulating day. Isn't that how you used to come to work in the morning? If you really expect to be productive, I guarantee that almost nothing can stop you. Here are some practical staying-in-love techniques:

• Have a good breakfast to give you the energy and protein, which you so badly need first thing in the morning.

• Dress with as much pride and attention to detail as you did on your first day of work.

• Start each day with motivated people who talk about the good things in their lives. Once a week or so, take the initiative to get up a little earlier and go to breakfast with some of these people. I'm a member of a group that does just that. It's a very special way to start the day.

• Get to work as early as you can and spend some quiet time settling in before everyone else arrives. If this is hard, offer yourself some small personal reward. (Mine is that first lingering cup of coffee, all alone, while opening my very exciting email.)

• Do what I call the "icky" things first. Even the most fantastic job includes tasks that aren't much fun. If you get them out of the way, the rest of the day will fly by.

• Make a list at the end of every day of what you learned, what was the most fun, who was the most fun to interact with, and how you feel you added to your group's success. A list of the 'beyond the paycheck' benefits. If you only work for the paycheck you will be employed, but not 'employable' long term.

There are many realistic ways to keep your relationships and your jobs exciting and challenging. Ultimately, your happiness depends on how good you feel about yourself at work, in love, and just living everyday. Try doing something nice for your job and yourself. Fall in love all over again!

2007-09-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

=Momentum=

Sometimes things may get a little tough and your objective-mindedness may not be as easy as before. Well, this happens to everyone and it's ok.

Take these times just to focus on momentum. As we're only human, sometimes the only thing we can do is to push onward until the storms are clear and providence brings you peace. Take a leap of faith and simply continue onwards.

"Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving."-Albert Einstein

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=Rebirth=

We have been provided a cyclical schedule for the purposes of redemption and rebirth, that we might rise from the ashes of yesterday and find a newlife, new motivations and new outlooks today. It is by divine providence that we are not just blessed with the capacity to start over but we are expected to do so.

Whatever negative experiences have happened to you, no matter your age or social standing you have been provided the right to redeem yourself and start again. It's never too late to have a new beginning but it's always too early to be at our end.

"One should count each day a separate life."-Seneca

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=The Sleeping Giant=

Most of us have talents of which we are not even aware as most of us live in fairly convenient, comfortable environments. However, once we face adversity or challenge we are forced to draw from a deeper source we may never have even tapped. This is not to say we need to be in precarious financial positions so much as we need to take risks. Once we begin to take risks we are faced with a challenge of overcoming the possible obstacles, naturally forcing us to find new sources of power and new talents and skills with which to manage these new challenges.

"~ Adversity has the effect of eliciting talents, which in prosperous circumstances would have lain dormant."-Horace

2007-09-12T01:44:00.000+08:00

=the BiG mIsSioN aka tHe pRoPosAL...=

Thanks Bee... for making the effort... i noe u had a hard time coordinating and planning this surprise... (even at the risk of discussing this at night when i'm having my OW theory exam)..haha... though i may not say anything..but i was indeed touched and appreciative of what u've done... (",)

I've finally found someone.... and that someone is you......*muacks*

I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one who makes me feel complete...
It started over coffee,
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin...

This time is different
It's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it through
My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"

It's all you had to say...
To take my breath away...

This is it!
Oh, I finally found someone,
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one - to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you!
My life has just begun,
I finally found someone...

Did I keep you waiting?
(I didn't mind)
I apologize
(Baby, that's fine)
I would wait forever
Just to know you were mine

You know - I love your hair...
(Are you sure it looks right?)
I love what you wear...
(Isn't it too tight?)
You're exceptional!
Can't wait for the rest of my life...

Oh this is it!
I finally found someone,
Someone to share m life
I finally found the one,
To be with every night...
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you

It's just got be you
My life has just begun,
I finally found someone...
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you!
My life has just begun...
I finally found someone..

2007-09-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

=ThE dAy i Said "yEs..." anD chAngED my StAtuS....=

Decided to share my happiness here... yes...think the pics will say everything...:P

*on the wAy to rEdaNg.. or rather b4 the miSSion startS at KaranG CiK EsA*

*thE biG miSsioN..*

*thE riNg thAt cOmPLemeNt the BiG miSsioN*

*MiSsiOn AcComPLiSheD...&....hApPiLy EngAgEd...*

**tHe LovE stOrY...PaRt OnE**

**tHe riNg thAt SayS it aLL...pART twO..**

OkOk... stay tuned for the video.... of what actually happened....enjoy!...~ =P

2007-08-29T16:58:00.001+08:00

=I'm BacK!!=

Okie.. i noe i've Mia for quite some time..hehe...been REAL busy lahz... aniwae had a GREAT-FANTASTIC-UNBELIEVABLE-INCREDIBLE-WONDERFUL-FULFILLING-HOT-TIRING-MUSCLE ACHING-watever blah blah - week over the past few days......

Went to Perhentian again~ to complete my OWL...yes...YES!! finally i'm a CERTIFIED OW...hehehe.... happy siaz....=P Oh yes... many many tings happened....tt caught me by surprise... keke... *actually oredi expected lahz..but then decide nt to think so much... but in the end..it did come true! :) * woohOoo...quick congratulate me...*winks*

Now.. there's even more to "think"... oh manz.. sO excited... still in a state of "shock"..totally "speechless"..."dunno-wad-to-say"... hmm... ok lahz.. enuff of this... let me share wit u all wad i see during the trip instead....hehe.... i saw some of the rare species *esp for first timers - as per said by Bee* : Sea Turtle, a School of Dolphins, Bamboo Shark, blue-spotted stingray... big fishes, small fishes, many many fishes, small corals, big corals, many many corals.... hahaha...

think they are all there to congratulate me... hehe... wad a joyous occasion...:)

oh ya...before i forget... we went over to Redang during our 3rd day also...- beautiful place... with white soft sand on the beach and clear, blue sea....OoOoo... nicEeee....=P .... but i knocked my head on the bottom of the boat when surfacing!! *concuss*

Most imptly, it was also our anniversary on that day...and it was also the day we saw all the "good-luck" animals right after another...wad a coincidence..(",) *will upload the video of wad happened at Karang Cik Isa soon..* <3

ok lahz... show u the pics...which represent a thousand words......*courtesy of Bee & company*

*drum roll please...**

this is a newly-branch...cute hor?... actually its very very small...hard to spot underwater if u r not observant enuff...

See how HUGE the jellyfish is??... - even bigger than a human head...OMG... and..no...tt's not me in the background... haha

This is then me.... hahaha.... okie... i noe my hair is messy...

Sea Turtle!!.... Very very Very BIG.... hehe... Bee says "its a sign of good fortune" and i totally agree... coz not all of us saw it!!...:P

Okay..these r the 3 "smug-prouD-coNteNteD-haPpy" CERTIFIED OW!!! YIPPEEE!!!!

hee.... share 1 very SWEET foto.... hehez... *see the 2 nemos kissing?* - so loving....

Just like the 2 of us....always...=P

show u all how to kiss underwater in almost 20metres deep...next time...hehe...=X

p/s: i'm still waiting to hear u say those words in person...:)

2007-08-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

=What Is Most Important=

People get very caught up in the search for success rather than doing what they already know how to do and then doing it until it works.

If you struggle with the doing, then you need to visit the WHY

Your success is not a matter of doing many things, it is about doing a couple of things exceptionally well and everyome can learn to do that.-Brian Mennis, Author Average to Awesome
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decided to share my office timetable... hahahaha (see below)

2007-08-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

=Attitude=

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill.

It will make or break a company . a church . a home. The remarkable thing is that we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.

We cannot change our past . we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude .

I am convinced that life is 10 percent what happens to me and 90 percent how I react to it.-Charles Swindell

2007-08-10T13:31:00.000+08:00

=Choosing to Forgive=

No one likes to talk about forgiveness, because for most people I think it has a religious connotation. But the dictionary definition of "forgive" is "to stop feeling angry or resentful towards something." And I'm sure many people have managed to do that. I know I have, and I know how hard it is. To let go of feeling wronged is probably the hardest part. I had been living with a friend for two years and many things he was doing were really bothering me-I felt they weren't good for him emotionally or physically, and I hated being around the consequences. I started to get very angry in my interactions with him. We finally had a blow-up, and when he pointed out that I was behaving badly, too, I was flabbergasted. All my righteous (or so I thought) indignation vanished and I realized that, no matter how irritated I may get, I ultimately loved my friend and wanted to continue to live with him. It's true that "to love is to forgive all." And to forgive feels great. After a long conversation, my friend looked at me and said, "I'm so glad we could let go of all that. I feel like I've shed a skin." I had to agree. And while we've had fights since then, the moment of catharsis I had when I decided to forgive has always stayed with me.

2007-08-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

=A Winner's Image =

Picture for a moment, an image of yourself five years from today, enjoying everything you want to be, do and have. Imagine it all in every perfect detail with the people in your life congratulating you for your outstanding achievements over the past five years.

The moment you begin building this picture is the moment a deep desire begins to build within you and you begin to generate an enthusiasm to achieve this image.

This image you hold of being a winner is about to enter the most critical area of making it a reality. It is now going to begin to cross a line where so few salespeople continue and so many turn back. It is the area where goals are changed from positive goals that move you ahead toward success, to negative goals that move you back into safety. This area is called 'excessive feedback' and comes from the world around you in the form of conditions and circumstances and from the world within you, such as doubt, worry and fears of rejection, not to mention the fears of success. "What happens if I succeed?"

The 'excessive feedback' that salespeople receive is both positive and negative. A salesperson with a winner's image will see the feedback as the raw material to mould and shape the desired results while many salespeople settle for less than what they could be simply because they allow the feedback to define who they are rather than seeing it as something outside of them.

Negative feedback does not say "stop what you are doing". It does not say "you are not good enough to pull it off". It is saying to "modify what you are doing".

Consider this: In my one on one meetings with salespeople, I often discover that they feel their uncertainty is about a lack of ability when in reality, the uncertainty is a signal that they are leaving their comfort zone. Understand that it is not a signal to stop; it is a signal that you may be on the right track. Remember, goals immediately create discomfort.

The Winner's Image is an idea of what you can be. It is an image that is a promise of what can manifest as reality with a consistent and persistent action to first achieve it in the mind.Belief, not ability determines performance.

The process of building this Winner's Image begins by developing the habit of living in the moment. Why? Because your creative nature does not function in tomorrow. You can and should make long-range plans but don't try living tomorrow. Create it by living in the moment of today.

2007-08-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

=Grumble-Time=
Sick-and-Tired-Of-my-Own-life.Work.School.Money.Life.EverytinG.Useless.Can't-EvEn-sOlve-my-own-Problems.Bad-Problem-sOlver-in-Life.Disappointed.Upset.Angry.Sad.Tears.Non-stoP.Said-in-a-Fit-of-aNgeR.Misunderstood.doesn't-feel-good.dun-wish-to-explain-any-further.felt-so-unimportant-in-life.treated-worse-than-a-dirt.worse-moments-in-life.

want-to-feel-good.pause.reflecting-time.imperfect-me.nv-gd-enuff.stop-dreaming-of-the-impossible.be-realistic-in-life.no-more-rush-hr.hopeless.wake-up-time.

To-all-my-friends,
if ever a day... i come to u and start complaining... kip grumbling non-stop... perhaps im not directing at u...rather im having problems in other areas of life... i jz nid another outlet to vent... sorry u r the unlucky one tt is chosen by me... sorry if i will spoil ur day as a result of this... sorry i cant cheer up immediately even if u've tried ur best....i dun nid u to do anything.. i dun nid u to solve my problems for me.. i dun nid another lecture from u...all i nid from u... is to grumble with me... or at least... jz let me continue for a while.... very soon...i'll be alrite... pls dun expect me to switch mood at a snap of finger... pls dun get angry at me jz becz of tis... becz it doesnt help... but in fact...made me even worse than before...

im feeling damm terrible nw... had nv felt so useless in life b4....felt so "yuan wang" for being misunderstood for the wrong intentions...

WARNING!!
NEVER, i mean NEVER EVER SCOLD VULGARITIES at anyone DEAR / IMPORTANT to u....no matter how angry or mad u r.... even if u really dont mean it... even if u said it in a fit of anger... once the word is out... it will jz break the other party's heart totally.... really... it will....
always tink twice becz it may started off as "unintentional" to "habit" to"intentional"...

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aniway....

=HAppy National Day Singapore!!!!==

2007-07-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

Been lazy since i returned frm the "Land of Smiles" last Tues...

Had a fruitful trip wit lotsa shopping, shopping and shopping.. hahahaha.... of coz not forgetting the "Thai Massage"...though i still find it abit the not-enuff... hahaha...shld have tis as a "regular-routine" huh... hmm...shld really consider... hahahah =X

like i said earlier....been lazy.... so i shall use some of the pictures to do the toking instead.... hahaha...(nt mani fotos cz.... this is a SHOPPING TRIP!!!!! not PHOTOTAKING trip k.... dun complaint....)

---BKK triP JulY 2007---

[5am @ SpoRe aiRpoRt-jZ after cheCkin...*sleepy*]

[BreaKfaSt tiMe - SandWiCh...=(...so sad]

[@ BKK New AiRpoRt- theiR buGgy LoOk Like BB manz...]

[a pLeaSanT suRpriSE frOm OuR hOteL!!]

[OuR rOoM was HUGE!!! - "SO tiring to walk frm 1 coRner to the othER - said by BEe" haha]

[taLLeSt hOteL in BKK - thiS is whEre we StayEd]

[Hmmm..muz plan carefully for my shopping route - searchg for the next location..hahahhaa =x]

["HoP On!!.. i'll bring u to where u wanna go in less than 5mins!!"]

[Ok.. i noe its raining...but who cares... hahaha.. dunno the water on my forehead is sweat or rain liaoz...:P LOL]

[yEs...its so tiring n hot to shop in cHatUchAk MarKet...buT wE eNjOyEd iT!!]

[...pArt of ouR "rewardS" on dAy 1.....ahEm....]

[bUt tiS is stiLL the BEST exPeriEnce frm the entire trip!!... nEw dEtaiLS for Our BB...- all less than S$50/- ]

[sOoO niCE riTE.......i mean the balloon.....ok...me included pls.... haha =X]

[sAd..timE to Bid gOodBye to thiS "bEAutifuL" land.... "i'll be back soon...wait for me...." =P]

2007-07-26T10:05:00.001+08:00

=Little by Little=

There is a thin red line between making a killing and killing yourself. We cannot perform miracles or build our dreams over night, we must place brick on top of brick on top of brick. Perhaps this is why so many people say that patience is the fundamental ingredient to genius; a man or woman who can take such incremental baby steps towards a greater objective without losing focus by getting frustrated, becoming doubtful or feeling defeated.

"If you add a little to a little, and then do it again, soon that little shall be much."-Hesiod

2007-07-19T09:49:00.000+08:00

=Belief=

The risk is to believe in yourself. The Law of Belief is also the Law of Discovery. It is a bridge which leads to the discovery of, and a connection with your tremendous resources for the molding of your character. It is your strength of character that is the foundation upon which a lasting life and successful results are built.

To build a truly strong character, you must challenge your current beliefs, those that may be limiting you from uncovering those gifts within yourself which would empower you and set a sail on a limitless voyage of opportunity. To start this voyage, shake the comfort zones, take the risks and accept the changes. Only in this way will you find out what works and what doesn't.

Begin with your new 'no-limit' approach on life today. Do not concern yourself with the minute changes around you so much as your change of focus.

"Good or Bad is not in the circumstance, but only in the mind of those who encounter it."
-James Allen

2007-07-18T16:28:00.000+08:00

=Don't Know=

Life seems to have more in store for those of us who don't already know everything; the simplest things can become the most gracious gifts. Now, I'm not suggesting that being a simpleton is the key to success but there definitely is something to be said for the old adage that 'ignorance is bliss'. Not ignorance towards your relationships or your environment, not a lack of awareness but a lack of righteous forecast.

If we feel we have the answers already then all of the wonder and glory is sapped from asking the question. There really is a lot that we as people do not know about our world and about ourselves, yet so many people seem to always have the answers. Well, I say 'have the questions'! Explore your right to know less and ask more.

"Miracles are not contrary to nature, but only contrary to what we know about nature."-St. Augustine

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=Why the wedding ring worn on the fourth finger?=

There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese.....

Thumb represents your Parents

Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings

Middle finger represents your-Self

Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & the Last (Little) finger represents your children

Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back. Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip. Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)... they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later.

Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings).... they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.

Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)....they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day.

Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse). You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT.....because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!

Please try this out.............>ISN'T THIS A LOVELY THEORY?

2007-07-17T09:45:00.000+08:00

=One More Time=

Why ever give up? It is only our own self-imposed stress and perspective that creates the frustration necessary to give up, it certainly isn't the circumstances or the obstacles that have a mind of their own. Just remember that whatever conflicts are making achieving your goal more difficult are only inanimate constructs of one sort or another; they don't have an objective to make you fail. It is only YOU that has the power to decide to go at it one more time.

"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time."-Thomas Edison

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been 1 week since i last blogged... heh.. busy lahz.. =X

Aniwae lotsa event happened...1st, Bee took me to ******* to measure my ring size... and paid deposit for the supposedly 'surprise' gift... looks nice... though i cant really remb hw it exactly look like now... coz i was "stunned" by another 1. something carrot...so BIG and SHINY... till it nearly blinded me... hahaha... beta dun get tt otherwise i nid to purchase insurance for my finger manz...=X
well, best part is... the receipt is wit me nw.... and u nid it to collect the gift when its ready... hmm.... am i supp to collect on my own or he will ask the receipt frm me when he wanna collect?... tis i dunno... rather i shall remain as "blur" as possible...in order to make it a "surprise".... hahahaha

that aside, it was Bee's birthday on Sunday, 15th July....had a pre-celebration cum farewell party held @ BBBC on Saturday, 14th July.... the place waS COOL... we had the 3rd level almost entirely to ourselves... coz the whole level was packed wit our ppl!!... hehe.. Bee had lotsa fun...drinking, dancing, entertaining, socialising, luffing, hugging, kissing... yes.. kissing... he kissed almost everybody...male and female... u name it.. u have it.... heh .... kns...

though the main lead is not me... and i spent most of my time sitting there... overall it was still a great nite..seeing Bee having so much fun... hahaha... was quite worried for him initially coz everyone seems to want him drunk... kip offering him drinks.. and he almost looked drunk..which really made me worried... but surprisingly, he managed to walk out of the bar on his own....!!... WOW... haha... tt's like 1st time in his dunno hw many yrs of celebration....feel so proud for him... *winks*

Lucky Bee but Poor Michael and Chiamz... heard both of them puke like nobodi biz....esp Mic...who literally hugged the toilet bowl to bed.... now they are deemed to make Bee drunk the next time they go drinking... *oh manz..*.. NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!..... well, we took a few crazy fotos... shall post it soon after screening....hahahhaa...coz some is X-rated...=X

Okok... Bee's gift - finally i got him wad he wanted... all thanks to my "jun shi"... :)

Went down to yishun to get the gift on saturday... total damage was $440.. burnt a hole in my pocket...but i guess its worth it...getting something which is useful and "practical".. haha...Bee was so happy tt he couldnt kip his hands off tt gadget manz... now his eyes r so glued to the screen tt he cant even see me liaoz....=( sad manz.. (almost regretted my choice, but lucky i still gt solitaire to kip me occupied)... =X

puzzle bubble was fun... at least it kip me occupied while i was @ his office downstairs in the car waiting for him to clear his work during his offday... (almost 2hr)... haha...nw juz gotta find more games to upload then i got more reasons to use it liaoz....=P

heard from Bee tt the game - 'Need for speed' is disappoining...WHY?!... because tt's his fav game...but it gets hang everytime.... dunno manz... guess hv to get 'jun shi' to help again liaoz... haha...if not... guess he gotta lookout for another 'fun' game le....hehe....

Meanwhile.... i shall continue to 'conquer' my solitaire...while he shall continue to stick his eye on his pSp....=P

2007-07-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

*ENVY????**... yeah... u bet so.... i am sooooooo envy.... coz this is not mine... hahahhaa....

believe it?... this is my friend's proposal ring... heh heh....

Anyway....

Was cracking my head hard for the past 2 mths... thinking wad to get for Bee's bday(this sunday)....came up with a few ideas..but jz doesnt seem rite....until 2 days ago...when i finally "confirmed" my decision to get him a psp..

As u see... i'm totally clueless abt this gadget... so obviously i nid to find "jiu bing" lahz... and im glad tt i did...coz... if not... i wld be still thinkg tt psp can only play games...n nthing else...(such a dumbo...ya i noe).. haha... suaku to the max manz... aniwae really think its too chim for me to understand anything... haha... =X so meanwhile, i still gotta bother my "jun shi".... till i get my hands on it....heh heh....

Decided to tell him the truth abt the pressie... initially he was like so insistent nt to gt him anything (whenever i asked wad exactly does he wans for his bdae)... bt when i finally mentioned "psp"..his eyes beam... and was so excited abt it... haha... behaving jz like a little boy going to get his fav toy... =P

Well, he felt bad tt i've to spend so much for his pressie... and kip wantg to pay half of it... but it was rejected by me... reason: Needless to say rite... i mean its meant to be a pressie for him... where got ask him to pay half wan?>?!!.. duhz...

I'm glad that he's feeling excited abt it.. coz it shows tt he really like the "gift" and as it was supp to be a "surprise"... he's supp to act blur and dunno wad he's getting till the actual day (which is like so dumb) haha... but.. it also shows i made the RIGHT choice!!.. soooo happy.... though abit heartpain... gotta spend so much $$ (furthermore im kinda tight on the budget)...but ultimately i still think its gonna be worth it... bringing smiles to both our faces...=)

On the other hand... Bee is eagerly hoping for sat to come fast (though the actual day supp to be sunday) and while "acting blur", he had checked out all information on the website lahz, his friends lahz, literally from all sources available...on the fear tt i might be cheated.....haiz... dunno real anot also...LOL.....

well.. for NOW... Bee just have to wait PATIENTLY for his pressie... and i've to wait for my "jun shi" to confirm his schedule with me to coy me down and make the purchase..............

actually ah.... to be frank... im also very excited... hahahhahaha...coz i nv have a psp b4 mahz!!!....@#!%$!%!@$^%

2007-07-04T09:58:00.000+08:00

=No hair=

There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. "Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today." So she did and she had a wonderful day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "Hmmm," she said, "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today." So she did and she had a grand day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, "Today I'm going to wear my hair in a ponytail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEAH," she exclaimed, "I don't have to fix my hair today!"

--how often can we be so optimistic?....

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=Mountain into a Mole Hill=

While it is important to recognize the true magnitude of your goals and stay realistic, it is more important to simplify the most ambitious project. Not to say you should fool yourself into thinking an enormous goal is not enormous, but rather to convince your heart that it is within your reach. Simplify how you feel about it. Simplify the doubt and worry into acceptable, expected obstacles. Simplify your efforts into a focused and consistent course of activities.

You will see that unreachable heights are right beneath your feet.

"My goal is simple. It is complete understanding of the universe, why it as it is and why it exists as all."-Stephen Hawking

I'm glad he thinks its simple.

--Moral of the story: Tink Big...but iMagine Small... *Hmm...nw wad am i toking abt??....*

2007-07-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

=What Men Really Want?=

"When a woman is unhappy, a man may feel like a failure and may eventually give up trying to fulfill her."

Remember, what a man really wants is to make his partner happy; if he loves a woman, his primary goal is her fulfillment. Her happiness signals to him that he is loved. Her warm responses are like a mirror reflecting back to him a shining image. When she is not happy, he feels like a failure and eventually gives up trying to fulfill her.

-- i think almost all of us knows this... but how many of us (gers) can actually "remb" this golden rule... and be happy always?.... i think i've failed... failed badly... Many a times, we(i) will get upset over the slightest issue and pull a long face the entire day... resulting in spoiling the day for the man... which of coz, ultimately in creating a strain on the r/s......

"A man thrives on appreciation because it directly nurtures his male side. A woman thrives on communication because it directly nurtures her female side."

A man can be stressed out from a day at work, but if his partner is happy with him, he feels fulfilled. When he senses her appreciation for his labor, his stress level dissipates; her happiness is like a shower that washes away the stressful grime of his day.

However, when an exhausted woman returns home to a happy man, he doesnt make her day. It's great that he appreciates her hard work to support the family, but it doesnt in the least diminish her unease. She needs to communicate and feel some nurturing support before she can begin to appreciate him.

--I dunno abt how it applies to the men, but from a woman pt of view...i tink it truely relates to hw we feel. Sometimes, we may b upset over other issues...(probably even totally unrelated to u) but of coz... we cant/dunno hw to snap out of the situation immediately.. which often makes it seem as though we are upset with u... which of coz... making us not able to appreciate u....making u to feel that watever u do, we are always unhappy..... which of coz... is NOT TRUE. Why cant we both understand the simple rule that Man and Woman Think Differently??!!......

=Why Men Pull Away?=

"When a man arrives home to a needy woman, he continues to pull away"

When a man arrives home to a needy woman, he continues to pull away and never learns how to open up. The more he feels pressured to talk or be "in relationship", the more he needs to back off to relax. He can most effectively forget the demands of his job when he feels no pressure or demands from his mate.

Without this advanced relationship skill a woman unknowingly prevents her male partner from successfully making the transition from work to home. Through her demanding more of him or reacting negatively to his need for private time, he may never relax enough to come back into the relationship. If the downward spiral continues, it can actually hinder a man from contacting his loving feelings. He may even believe that he doesnt love his partner anymore.

--Believe me.. Im learning... im seriously learning to adjust myself... to adapt and understand that there's a need for both of us to have our own private time. I know that friends play an important part in ur life...so much so that u r willing to give up the love in ur life... so as not to neglect them.... i noe this is the unspoken Golden Rule that i must obey... and i have to change.. n i'm in the process of adjusting....but i need ur support and time...to accept this with my open heart..

"When a man is not expected to give more, he automatically wants to."

When a man returns home to a nondemanding woman, he feels free to take the time he needs to relax. He can then automatically shift gears and give his partner the love she deserves. When a man is not expected to give more, he automatically wants to.

--Is this really true?...

=Why Couples Break Up?=

"When men feel they are doing enough, they eventually are willing to do a little more."

Woman say they give and give and are tired of giving and not getting back. They want more.
Men say "I give and give, but no matter what I do, it is never enough to make her happy." This is because his condition for fulfillment is primarily based on fulfilling her needs. When she is happy, he is happy.

-- sounds so familiar....haiz....read on....

A woman's fulfillment in a relationship is largely dependent on the man's supportive behaviour, while his happiness is much more linked to her response to his support. When she is fulfilled, he is more willing to do more. When she is not fulfilled, he believes his efforts are not valued and naturally resists doing more.

Men who dont want to give more simply are not feeling sufficiently appreciated. Before asking him for more, a woman must convince her partner that he is already doing enough. To read him a list of what he is doing wrong only creates more resistance. Appreciating what he does do, however, and making specific requests in small increments, is the key to getting more.

Women will always give, and men will always be happy to receive. That is not the problem. The problem is that women give too much and feel overworked, while men give only what their fathers gave and expect to receive the same measure of support.

--above all are jz xtracts from Dr John Gray's book....which i tot i need to constantly remind myself...
someting which almost everyone of us noes....but yet do not necessarily practice it often.....

To u:
i dunno if u ever get to read this... jz to let u noe tt i'm sorry for what had happened n i will do my best to improve on it... do appreciate what u've done for me all these while n the sacrifices u've made.. frm nw on...will learn to giv the luv tt u wan and not i tink what u wan....and hope tt u will do the same for me as well....

2007-06-29T10:58:00.000+08:00

.....clues were "dropped" again yesterday...and as usual, i've picked them all up.....
"i've been visiting diff shops lately to find out more information on the grade, cuts and clarity..." - said by him.....now now now...what does this means......hmm.....oh well... aniwae like what the prev entry is.... "The pursuit, even of the best things, ought to be calm and tranquil."-Marcus T. Cicero .... decided to take it calm n slow....take it easy ger....haha..."if it's meant to be yours, it will be...no matter how long it takes..".......ok ok....i'll wait...i'll wait... patiently....*impatiently*

heh heh...till then...*still waiting*....(-_-)

2007-06-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

I'm sure that every one of us has experienced a situation where we have
pushed rather than enlightened, applied pressure rather than having provided
clarity or disseminated conversation rather than alleviating doubt. There are a
million different attitudes we might experience during the pursuit of our
objectives, a million different moods and mind sets, but it is the tranquil,
ventilating and clarifying attitude that will provide you and your closest
friends and family with the peace of mind to achieve your goals.

Should a lightbulb have provided heat and not light, what would this
world be like?

"The pursuit, even of the best things, ought to be calm and
tranquil."-Marcus T. Cicero

2007-06-29T10:53:00.001+08:00

If you hope to make no mistakes, then do nothing. Literally. Nothing. Or you could change your focus and not avoid making mistakes or experience pain but look to make progress and experience joy, success and health.

There will always be mistakes in failures in your life so long as you are human. It is in how we percieve these mistakes or how we FOREsee mistakes in our life that will have the most impact. If every decision you must make is shadowed by doubt, fear or anxiety of the possible mistakes or failures than your decisions will not be of the caliber congruent with your goals. Accept that this life is full of mistakes and disappointments and accept that any step you take may be wrought with these mistakes. With that in your heart, move forward courageously and, while aware of the potential threats, do not allow them to skew your perspective.

"Do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experiment."-Ralph Waldo Emerson

2007-06-26T15:07:00.000+08:00

When we encounter obstacles in our lives, we encounter a transaction; a price must be paid to continue in a direction and we must decide what it is we are willing to pay. It would seem our minds are predisposed to recognize the immediate cost of continuing towards our goal but we do not recognize that price that is paid for not following through, perhaps because it is long term residual, perhaps because it is less 'urgent' than the other or perhaps because it really isn't clearly defined what we must pay for NOT doing what needs to be done. Whatever the reason, remember that there is always a price to pay for every choice, for every action and for all inaction.

The two sacrifices can be compared to a relationship gone wrong; hold on to a person and hurt a little every day or experience the agony for a short time and move on? Most people will choose to avoid intense pain rather than gain the pleasure that may come after it. Our choice of action in relation to our goals is similar in this way that sometimes an immediate sacrifice is required and we choose to forego this sacrifice, neglecting to realize that the dull and discomforting pain of inaction, doubt and worry lingers over our heads for much longer. Look into your heart and into the core of your goals and decide whether or not you would be willing to make the necessary sacrifices. If you prepare yourself today, then the price may not be so weighty.

"Everything you want in life has a price connected to it. There's a price to pay if you want to make things better, a price to pay just for leaving things as they are, a price for everything."-Harry Browne

2007-06-25T00:41:00.000+08:00

=The Best Is Worth The Wait=

Enuff said..above explains all.....Think i just have to be patient and slowly wait....wait for the best.....I'm waiting....rite here waiting....

pls stop dropping "clues" unknowingly...coz i'll be picking them up n putting them tog.... if it's really meant to be a surprise... let it be!!... if it's just me thinkg too much....stop "littering"!!!!..........OMG....its really killing me.....i want it to be a surprise... i wan to be surprised.... i dun wan to guess...... i dun wan to find out on my own... i wan u to tell me... i wan u to surprise me....oh manz.... the itch is really "torturerous".........

Kill Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.................Plssssssssssssssssss...............

2007-06-21T20:31:00.000+08:00

Nice story that i came across and would like to share with you all.....enjoy reading....=P

兩個人在一起有三件事很重要

我覺得這篇文章寫的真好，兩個不同生長環境的人要在一起，已經是很困難的事了，而彼此能相互溝通、尊重與珍惜的人更是少之又少。

因為許多人往往都是自私地站在自己的立場去想、去做，以為這就是對方所需要的，以致常常意氣用事，痛了自己也苦了別人。所以愛一個人不是給她你要的，因為你要的她不一定要啊!
而是要給她「她要的」，這樣才是真正愛她。所以，兩個人在一起有三件事很重要：溝通 ‧ 尊重‧ 珍惜

◆ 溝通

兩個人一定要會溝通，溝通可不是件容易的事喔 ~ 就連我這個自認是「溝通大師」的都不一定會溝通呢！

我就說「炒蛋事件」好了! 我跟我老婆結婚才三個月的時候... 就發現我不會溝通了 ! 就有一天，我心血來潮突然就跟她說：「我今晚作一道世界名菜給你吃 ! 」
平常晚上，我家都是吃三菜一湯。她一做完兩菜一湯就離開廚房，說要拭目看我作出什麼世界名菜來給她吃，讓她有個驚喜我就拿起三個蛋，打散，唰 ~ 下鍋，加蔥花...，再加醬油 ~? 這是最重要的!! 小時候不是都吃媽媽的醬油炒蛋嗎? 這可是含有濃濃的母愛的香味呢!

好啦!? 起鍋 ~世界名菜 --- 「醬油炒蛋」上桌! 她走出來，一看，「這是什麼? 」「蛋啊 ! 炒蛋啊~ ]

她是外省人，所以她們從小吃的蛋都是加鹽巴的。我是本省人，所以都是加醬油的。「我不要吃 !這不是炒蛋。」

這女人怎麼這麼硬啊?! 醬油炒蛋就不是蛋嗎？分別是少見多怪嘛! 黑蛋當然也是蛋啊 ~
「不吃就不吃 !」她筷子一摔，還真的就不吃了。碰 !還甩房門。

自此而後，只要我每次炒蛋，內心、腦袋就開始掙扎... 「要加鹽巴? 還是加醬油 ?我應該要讓她才對 ... 不對? 」! 哼！這一步不能讓! 這可是攸關我大男人的面子，尤其童年的回憶、媽媽的母愛、還有省籍意識在裡面的ㄋㄟ~ 怎麼能輕易就讓妳?! 每次上桌的醬油炒蛋，她就當作沒看到那道菜。我們就這樣過了五年。

很不可思議吧！為了個炒蛋吵了五年，但後來突然有一天福至心靈，我終於想通了 ! 我們跟小朋友玩不是都會讓他嗎 ! 因為他年紀小，不懂事嘛，所以我讓她 ! 而有時老婆不懂事、幼稚的時候，我又何必認真呢！有一天我就炒了加鹽巴的蛋上桌了。唷！我們家的黑蛋怎麼變白蛋啦? 就沒聽過黑人會變白人的，我們家的黑蛋竟然也會變白蛋呀 !」我這時啥也沒說，只嘿嘿乾笑了兩聲。可是，你知道嗎？過兩天，換我在桌上看見黑蛋了。她炒的。所以，愛一個人不是要給她你要的，你要的她不一定要啊! 而是要給她「她要的」! 切記。要把對方的需要當作你的責任，這樣才是真正愛她。

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◆尊重

男生在發展關係的同時能尊重對方的意願，能把主控權交給女生的才是好男生。艾斯德講的是「兩個人在一起要學會尊重彼此的任何決定」。意見不合可以溝通，因為無論從人權、人性來說，男女生都是站在平等地位上的。我告訴朋友 --- 尊重，是最重要的! 如果他 ( 她 )會尊重你，意即什麼都好，都是能商量的。會把你放在平等地位上看待的這男生或女生就不會糟到哪裡去。
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◆珍惜

我們要珍惜每一段關係。假設你還能活 60年好了 !
等你 60 年後，快死之前，請你拿起一隻筆和一張紙，想一想，寫下你這一生中「真正愛過」的10個人。爸媽兄弟姊妹都可以，是真正愛過的喔! 那種只愛三個禮拜的不算是真愛。能寫到超過是最好，不到10個也沒關係。我現在想，我就好像寫不來10 個呢！我是不是真正愛我方爸媽都不太確定。因為你真正愛一個人會一年只見他三次面嗎? 不會吧！一定是巴不得每天都能看到他( 她) 的是吧！可是現在都有自己的家庭了，所以一年大概也只回去三次而已。

紙翻過來再寫，這一生中「真正愛過你」的 10 個人，如果你真能寫到 10 個那你可真的很幸運很幸福了 !!

還有一個小故事 ! 大意是說一個即將升職的男人，因為她老婆突然罹患老年癡呆症，朋友們都建議他把老婆送到醫院治療兼療養。 , 他考慮了一星期後遞出了辭呈。朋友們都很驚訝、錯愕，紛紛詢問他為什麼要放棄升遷的機會呢 ? 他的人生就將要達到最高峰了啊！他說：「我只想到我曾在神前面承諾過，不論她貧窮、疾病、變老、變醜、我要愛她、照顧她一輩子。」

2007-06-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

=4th Mit-i Club MeetinG=

Went to the car club meet-up yesterday with Bee and saw many many BB's "siblings" in all colors!...hehe...almost all colors present except solid white and ash grey... check out the pics i took ya..hehe... enuff said~ =)

PictUreS show all......Let's GOoooOo!!

Nice rite?...to see a convoy of mit-i cars cruising on the road....

Haha...cute rite?... Bb-mini flyinGGgggg.....

Some of the colors......

my fav color is in there 2!!!....noe where's BB??..heez...

all the colors present....=)

Cool rite?!!... mayb should get Bee to do the same to BB also...- hmm...imagine Doraemon on the entire car??!! wonder hw it look like...hahah...

that's all folks, will show u more pics when the official photographer post it...hahha......meanwhile...stay tuned!...:P

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Additional Entry - reminder from DD *haha* (eh tanks ya)

3 good things that happened to me over the weekend:-

1) Met up with BB's "bros"& "sis"

2) packed up my "pig-sty" - now it looks neater n cleaner.. haha

3) got a new adidas jacket from Bee - oh ya..new jacket!! yeah!!...nice nice... it's white and gold! OMG i just luv adidas jackets!!...=P

2007-06-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

Been feeling lazy for the past 1 week...wake up go work-after work come home watch tv-then go to bed by 11pm daily so tt i will get 7-8hrs of slp b4 i wake up again and head for work... the cycle repeat almost everyday but i realise..the more i slp...the more tired i get esp in the morning... hahahaa.... think its my own prob lahz... been yawning n dozing off @ work...*ooPs* =X

aniway from the entry above... would have deduce i had quite a "BORING" week.... haha...except that my grandpa birthday on Sunday... took a few pics... and i sudd realise tt my ROUND face is really not suitable for any close-ups nor far-away pics now... arghh.. so damm sad... until i also dun dare to upload here liaoz.. =(
*pray tt my sis will put on wt....then mine will drop*...*evil grins*... hahaha... dunno why also...kinda weird but then me n my sis seems to be on the exact opp.... or rather i shld say...if i put on wt...she will slim down...and if she put on wt...i will slim down... damm... so dear sis..will u be so kind to "sacrifice" for ur sis???? *weeps*... heez....(",)
(oh yar, my sis jz happened to complaint to me tt she's getting fat...OOoh YeS!...hahaha... think i really so bad...but then again... wei le wo de xin fu...ni xi shen xiao wo..shi zhi de de!!...aniwae u oredi got prince... hehe.. so put on a little bit more also no worries ya...kekekek =P)

oh yar.. after tt bdae celebration, supp to go dragonfly wz Bee's Chinese Band group.... in the end kenna put helicopter... and we 2 also kinda lazy to go there...cz Bee still gotta book in real early the next morning..in the end we went to cineleisure to catch a show again... hahaha...

We watched "Black Snake Moan". Go read the trailer if u wanna noe wad's the story abt.. kinda lazy to type here...heez... learn something from the show though... if u wan a waist as slim as Christina Ricci...use a thick chain and chain your waist up..then try struggling to break free... then u can really see ur waist liaoz... *of coz this is all kok lahz...* but har... she realli made me wonder if tis method works siaz... aiyah go watch the show..then u noe wad i mean....

well well well.... cant sleep nw....though i shld be lying soundly in bed.....away in dreamland.... but guess its the medicine taking effect.... insomnia....n dryness of mouth...arghh... sianz... tink i'm gonna have sleepless nites again....=( *all in the name of beauty*...

aniwae had a "shocking" (actually i oredi guess so lahz) news yesterday..... i had actually gained almost 12kgs within a yr!!!!.........can u believe it???!! OMG....nearly fainted....tt means 1 kg per month... all thanks to Bee...who really fed me well manz....sibei jialatz.....cant let tis continue animore manz....if not... very soon.... u cant even see my arms n thighs liaoz...coz all merged into 1 big mass....... *Scary** Aniwae set a new resolution: To regain my wt of 1 yr ago...and even breakthrough to my "ideal".... Someone had showed me that its possible to do so less than a year's time... or to be exact... in 3-4mths time.. n had expected me to get it done too...provided i do wad i nid to do....probably i shld jz post 1 of my ROUNDEST pic tt i took of myself now.. then 1 pic each mth to evaluate the results ar... haha....tt's my motivation... - 5 kilos in a month's time...b4 Bee's birthday... tt's my bdae gift for him....(though i noe he doesnt want tt, but who cares! haha..i'm giving him a pretty gf...rather than a t-rex, rite?) *really keeping my fingers cross...hope tt i can really hit tt...* wait for my gd news...pray for me,....*O Mi TO FUO*

anybody got any suggestions to offer?? 5 kilos in a month... really a huge challenge manz... given that i had put on 12 kilos within a yr!...boy.. am i a pig... haha... like wad they always say.. "bu fei shi jia" - coz everyday supper/ buffet/ steamboat.. well wad to do... i got a bf who doesnt get fat no matter hw much he eat....*damm jealous*... UNFAIR!!

well, back to my request...if anyone of u got gd suggestions or sure-to-work plan... kindly drop me a note in the tagbox ar... ur input is greatly appreciated.... gam xia gam xia.....

p/s: pls dun tell me exercise...unless u wanna go wit me.... cz i dun like to do things alone... hahahhaahhahahahahahahahahaha

-----trying to make myself tired in order to fall asleep-------HELPPPpppp!!

2007-06-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

=Movies Day=

Had 2 movies in a row...day after another. 1st watched Ocean's 13 on Friday..then Zodiac on Saturday. Both are great shows.. Ocean 13 is the "best-est" of all 3... as wad Bee and most critics said... whereas Zodiac is based on a true story and as of date.. the case is still unresolved and left open... hmmm.... its a show tt kips ur mind running...thinking who is the "zodiac"...=X
eh DD... tot u wanted to watch tt marathon??... found ur khaki oredi anot?...quick go watch this show.. nice nice...:P
*sometimes really wished tt if ever a day i go over to Casino.... hopefully they are there... so tt i can be the "one" tt happened to passby and make some winnings....kaoz.. tt's alot of $$ involved k....*

hmmm.... Today is my "aH gonG" birthday... and tonight there's gonna be a mini celebration for him.. haven got a pressie for him yet.. dunno what kind of gifts can get for a "lao ren jia" also... haha... Big Headache siaz... nvm lahz.. shall go Vivo with Bee later to get his gift...

so fast and the weekend is coming to an end... sianz... if only it can be longer........

2007-06-07T10:48:00.000+08:00

A Guy's Guide To Giving Flowers

For the man who thinks "it's a jungle out there" when it comes to buying flowers, these simple tips will pave the way.

Be Spontaneous.
You don't have to wait for a special occasion to give flowers. In fact, flowers given for no reason other than "I was thinking of you today" mean much more because they are unexpected.

Don't Overlook Anyone.
A bouquet can express a range of feelings -- from romantic to friendly to something in between. Your wife or sweetheart will love to receive a surprise gift of flowers. So will your mother, daughter, sister, and friends.

Try Something New.
Women are interested in a wide variety of flowers and colors. So, when giving roses, consider pink, peach, yellow, white, or assorted colors to catch her attention. And, remember, most women appreciate a beautiful assortment of fresh flowers, as well as roses.

Get More Bloom For The Buck.
The prices of some flowers vary seasonally. Roses, for example, are usually a great value during summer months. In the winter, mixed bouquets may be a better way to go.

Flowers Are Never Boring.

Because of their infinite diversity and unique appeal, flowers never lose their specialness. Each new floral arrangement is a fresh and individual declaration of appreciation -- reflecting positively on your imagination and thoughtfulness.

Flowers Don't Have To Mean Commitment.
Relax, guys. Women know when an arrangement simply means that you care.

Be Prepared.
When ordering flowers, have ready the recipient's name, address, and phone number. If you're not sure what to order, ask for assistance.

Get Professional Help.
Selecting flowers may be a bewildering experience for the uninitiated man. Fortunately, help is available. Consult your professional florist for a special arrangement that will match both your sentiment and her personality.

A Gift Of Flowers Goes A Long Way.
Every woman can remember the last time she got flowers!

**if only all guys noes...then there wldnt be any sad women....** haha

i dunno abt the rest...wad i noe is ..the best way to please me esp when i angry is to appear in front of me with a bouquet of my favourite flowers... my heart will sure melt... hahaha...anyway i supp all gers noe tt flowers are a waste of $$... they dun last long..*unless u go dried them* but... once in a while..its always nice to receive them... hahaa... sOoOoo... nx time dun complain when u receive flowers frm ur bf/husband/lover/watever !! haha =X

my favourite flower is lily...:P Beautiful~PerfEct~PuRity~ WOoOoo...hahahahah
oh yar.. and purple rose... meaning "i will always love you..."

How i wish that i can receive a rose everyday continuously for 99 days *read notes below* before the day my future-hubby propose to me.... then on the 100th day - actual day...present me with a bouquet of my favourite flower, kneeling down and propose to me...how nice would it be.. ahhh.... sooo Sweet~...awww..... *fantasizing* =X

Oh yar.. for you guys out there...here is the list of no of roses meaning ( refer to this and u wun "biao chuo qing" ) (",)

A single rose stands for simplicity and means you are the only one. In full bloom, it means "I love you" or "I love you still." It can also symbolize love at first sight.

Two roses taped or wired together to form a single stem represent a commitment, an engagement or coming marriage. They represent the mutual feeling that the bond between the two of you is inseparable and nothing can come between you.

Six roses means I miss you.

Seven roses signifies infatuation.

A dozen roses means "I love you" and denotes gratitude for your presence.

Eighteen roses means "I am sorry."

Twenty-five roses mean congratulations.

Fifty roses means unconditional love.

Ninety nine roses means be mine and you complete me.

A full rose placed over two buds signifies secrecy and a crown made of roses stands for reward or virtue.

--------**gonna continue dreaming...**....................

2007-06-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

**Tiredz**

dunno why but i'm feeling sooo tired for the past few days... was supp to coy Bee to study @ Kallang Mac...sekali.... i started nodding my head within less than 2hrs...LOL...=X

Aniway, i suggested to go our "all-time-favourite" for dinner yesterday @ Ting Yuan again. Yeah, this time round i managed to snap a few pics for you all to see.....=P *so far its still the 'bestest' of all... hahahah....
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**Before**

**aftEr****cAnt wait to starT...- heh heh.. not forgetting BB in the backdrop!...**

**OoOo... i start first hor....**

**SEe our RounD faces... hahahahhahaa**

**yeaH...this is the culprit tt made us both ROUND -<<>>- Yum yuM...**

AftEr the fulfilling dinner...we went to PS to watch 'Blades of Glory'!... hahaha... Bee was so happy with the arrangement coz he has been wanting to watch this show for quite some time le... hahahha...so damm farnie.. luff all the way thru... =O
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saw this 2 advs in the magazine.... which closely describe my feelings...hahahhahahahah

*wonder who will be so kind to show this to Bee...or any kind souls who wans to get tt for me?..LOL **

Nice rite?...haha.... well...guess i just gotta dream on.... dream that the pair of hands belong to me....LOL.... well well..it's also part of my Top 10 wishlist (in friendster)... guess i really have to work real dammm long...before i can afford 1/4 of this......=X

Aniwae Bee's on reservist now...from 06 jun - 22 jun.... so sAD....mish him so muchie... but poor him...got exams on 08 jun and 12 jun... dunno hw is he gonna take the papers manz....well hope he take gd care of himself bahz....n try to study hard...*though im not much better*...haha...=X

zzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i wanna go slp nw...so tired.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZzzzzzzzzzz

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2007-06-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

== Something meaningful that i would like to share== - happy reading :P

"Did I Marry The Right Person?"

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.
She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?"
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, "It depends. Is that your husband?"
In all seriousness, she answered, "How do you know?"

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

EVERY relationship has a cycle.
In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse.
You anticipated his call, wanted his touch and liked his idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard.
In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience.
You didn't have to DO anything.
That's why it's called "falling" in love.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept off my feet."
Think about the imagery of that expression.
It implies that you were just standing there, doing nothing.
Then something came along and happened to you.

Falling is love is easy.
It's a passive and spontaneous experience.
But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades.
It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship.
Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens) and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?"
And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else.

This is when marriages break down.

People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extra-marital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.
Infidelity is the most obvious.
But sometimes people turn to work, church, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.
It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.
And TEMPORARILY, you'd feel better.
But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.
Because (listen carefully to this):

The Key To Succeeding In Marriage Is Not Finding The Right Person; It's Learning To Love The Person You Found.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience.
It'll NEVER just happen to you.
You can't "find" LASTING love.
You have to "make" it day in and day out.
That's why we have the expression "the labour of love" ... because it takes time, effort and energy.
And most importantly, it takes WISDOM.
You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it.
Love is NOT a mystery.
There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships.
Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger.

It's a direct cause and effect.
If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can "make" love.

Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... Not just a feeling.

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2007-06-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

*yawns*

an "eXciting" weEkeNd after the exaMs....

wanted to go Zouk for Mambo on Wednesday nite.. in the end it was so packed that we decided to change to Dragonfly @ St. James. The members' Q was long as well and as long as or even longer than non-members...damm.. waited till 1am when we were finally allowed in...SOooooooOooo packed!!! Couldnt find a proper place to even stand.. in the end we made the decision to leave and go for supper instead. Haha..damm stOopid...but nvm lahz.. coz our stomachs were all calling loud for us le... went to Teochew Porridge @ Kallang Oasis Restaurant for our "fan Shu zhou"..*yum yum*... eh DD, lucky u din go tt day..if nt, it's a wasted trip for ya.. we go next time okie?..=)

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**Thinking when will i become like him (Shrek)...hmmmm" - YJ

**happy faces... Bee's favourite Boy...- YJ aka mOi bRotheR...LOL.."

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**Taken outside MOS while waiting for Charlene on 01 Jun 07**

Haha...went MOS on last Friday after the "spoilt mood for clubbing" on Wednesday evening. it's Sandy Riveria Spinning!!...ya.. i dun listen to House Music... but he's cool~.. haha.. all thanks to Bee..i'm learning to listen to all types of different genres now... **lalallallalaalalla**+ **Spinning head**LOL~ we joined Charlene n her group of "VIP" friends...and saw that Channel U's SuperHost - LUO YI (if u know who he is). He looked similar as what u see on TV - what you see is what u got... haha... anyway, Charlene is fun!! though the session was short, we managed to catch a few gossips.. haha.. will sure jio this "Tang Mei of Bee" to Dragonfly soon *after Bee's exam*.. =P

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**@ Beauty World Billard Center on 02 Jun 07 Saturday**

**Messy Look..haha**

**after waiting for quite some time for our turn...**

**mOnkey faces...**

Decided to be a loving sister and bring my sis out on Saturday after washing BB...went to Bukit Timah's Beauty World Billard Centre together with Bee and sis's new bf - Prince William. haha... had lotsa fun practising our "pool-ing" skills and laughing at each other. *check out the pics *

**The "PROs" in action" except me coz i nid to take photos mahz...*hiaks*hiakS*

**the master of all** - see below

after which, we went to "Shi Nai" for our Dinner cum supper. Had French Toast with Peanut Butter *yum yum* - still feel that this is the best HONGKONG CAFE that i've been. haha... dunno why..but i just like here....anyway, since my sis say she doesnt want to go home yet.. so we decided to go over to Marina South for arcade games before heading home... *tired**..zzzz

**my sis had this - interesting rite? **

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Anyway, went jamming with Bee yesterday @ BMC together with Serge they all. it was then when the news was broke to us.....- Bee's gonna be a godfather soon!!!!!!! - See Kay is 3mths pregnant! OMG...- wad a news.....haha...all of us were so excited esp Bee...- "suddenly i've grown up" - said by Bee.. hahahahahaa everyone of us were so happy for them... we gonna have a Dec piggy boy/girl soon~~~ =)

3 good things that happened over the weekend:

1) The-Dec-New-Born

2) Bee's supposedly "proposal" *read notes below*

3) the loving MMS from Bee - see pic!

*notes: Bee told me about his proposal fantasy- kinda imaginative and big-scale...but....indeed..im kinda touched by the scenario....hahaha...think if that really happens, i'll be too shocked for words.... LOL... but anyway, he told me that he's gonna scrap that idea off and think of a new one.. so we shall wait n see.......=P

2007-05-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

=DISAPPOINTED=

yes...that's how im feeling at this very moment. Yes, its's finally over... but im not at all happy. Blame it on my playfulness, blame it on my inattentiveness, blame it on my indecisiveness.... Come to think about it, i really dunno what i've been doing for the past entire 1 whole year. Is it really wrong of me to even start 2 yrs ago?.. Am i finding excuses for myself again?... damm.. i feel so useless...really so useless...

To be frank, this year's paper is neither tough nor easy...and i would say - manageable.. IF ....but... yar.. there's always an IF and a BUT.. dont wish to say anything else.. dont ask me to wait till results out then say... i noe myself.. i noe the answer oredi.. really damm sianz.. no mood to celebrate siaz... totally no mood... all i noe is... "See u next year" to expo... and not "See u at graduation"..

Enuff said.

3 good things that happened today
1) Nothing
2) Nothing
3) Nothing

2007-05-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

Wasted another day...*yawns*

2 more days and its the final papers....yes... i mean papers coz i got 2 papers on that fateful day...one in the morning.. and one in the afternoon....haiz..... good and bad... good is becz i no nid to drag further torturing myself to "study"....bad becz i cant memorise everything in....argghh....
Wanted to memorise the theory part for msm but found myself stucked with msn instead.... yeah...although sound similiar....but too bad my paper dun test me on hw to use "msn"....Rite rite rite... after this i will straight away buried myself in my pile of notes.....

Well apart from this, i went to watch "Pirates of the Caribbean" last nite @ 0210am with Bee after he knock off. Used our "Blockbuster Tickets" which we bought previously @10 tixs for $80 plus 1 complimentary tix. *haha..quite a good offer, esp when blockbuster movies got $1 additional charge and furthermore its a weekend*

I didnt watch Part I and II...so no point of comparison...but its a long show... kinda farnie @ certain scenes e.g. propose at the weirdest timing.. (when they are fighting the enemies) hahaha... Best line of all: " My heart belongs totally to you, Will you safekeep it for me always?" *note that the heart is taken out and kept inside the chestbox* haha.... *so lomantic but impractical - if ur heart is really taken out, hw r u gonna survive? * hahaa.... Now, left with Blades of Glory to be watched b4 Ocean's Thirteen is out. heh heh...

Came across these few pointers worth pondering:

"When u r marrying, u r marrying all of the history of that person"

- agree. u cant expect to know the person u r marrying totally 100% b4 marriage even with many many years of friendship/courtship or watever ship. therefore, u r gonna accept the entire history of watever had happened to the person b4... what had past, cant be undone. - easier said, tougher to be done.

"u dont marry 1 person; u marry 3: the person u think they are; the person they are; and the person they are going to become as a result of being married to you"

-agree. Many a times, we think we noe our partners very well or rather we try to change them into someone whom we want them to be... thus alot of personal "assumptions" surface. Face it, neither you nor I can fully understand someone. Not even ur own family members. Thus when they dun turn out to be "wad/who" we want them to be...we become disappointed n started blaming.

tt's life i supp.... *Shrugs*

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3 good things that happened today:

1) Had a long chat with Buena - *yes! she's coming back for holiday soon!*

2) I didnt get mad when Bee said he wanna go Dragonfly tonite again

3) if i can understand what's DEA and complete my theory part for MSM today, guess tis would be the best thing that happened to me today. *haha*

2007-05-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

Sick.

Yes, I've fallen sick...having terrible sore throat which hurts whenever i swallow my salivia...damm... dunno why also... suddenly lydat...haiz.. damm sway... sick during exam period. Hopefully it can get better...*kips drinking water*...

Well, suppose its school holiday season again.. all movies timing are like FULLY BOOKED!... kaoz.. cant watch a couple of shows...in the end, Bee and me decided to go down Dragonfly again to watch 'William Scorpion' together with Eliza. Haha. Guess what? Suddenly i become E's Cousin..LOL...*due to some reasons lahz* haha.... anyway, the crowd yesterday was crazy. SO FULL!!... haiz... in the end me and Bee gotta stand behind the band for almost 3 entire hrs....*leg pain siaz*... Conclusion: dont come during weekends again. Well, anyway, Bee applied for the membership yesterday n got a complimentary bottle of hennesy VSOP. *as if we can really drink*... LOL.. but sure no need to worry wan, coz JD will sure finish for him. haha..*fyi, JD is Bee's gd friend who can really drink*

Had Bak Ku Teh for 'brunch' this afternoon despite my sore throat. haha. Went to the famous store @ Rangoon Road. *check out the pics* We had a bowl of soup and rice each, a bowl of tang-O and you tiao to share. *yum*yum* Nice... hahaha.. eat until nothing's left.. Comparison between this store and those along Balestier: personally this is still better. haha... probably because this is the so called 'Zheng Zong Rou Gu Cha'.... :P

Oh yar, usually u have to drink Chinese tea after your Bak Ku Teh - so called to disperse away the oil.. hahaha.. dunno lahz.. anyway, we skipped this today but ordered 'Jia Jia Liang Cha- w/o Sugar' instead..all thanks to my sore throat.. haha...

Before i forget, the 3 good things that happen to me today:

1) I'm alive-yeah!!! *haha*

2) Bak Ku Teh for brunch

3) Completed 2 topics for MSM - almost 50% ready (based on my 'picking of subjects lahz)
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My answer: (d)

Why?

Reason: its better to be blind, so you cant see things that you dun wan to see. its better to be deaf, so that you cant hear things that you dun wan to hear. its better to be mute, so that you cant say things you dun wan to say or dun meant to say. Sometimes, we do things w/o thinking the consequences- rather we do things on impulse. We tend to say hurtful things to the ones we love the most, we tend to neglect the ones we love the most but instead we treat a stranger better than our loved ones. If only all of us noes how to "see", "hear" and "speak" from our heart, how nice would the world be......

my 5cents worth...

2007-05-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

..Attention all shopaholics, Great Singapore Sale starts today!!..

shop shop shop... seriously for most of us, i supp we dont have to wait till GSS then we start shopping for the entire year supply rite?.. haha... but still its a plus having the GSS ard where we can start being 'calculative' and save up the dollars and cents...Too bad, i can only start my GSS shopping spree next week after my exams....few more days to tahan....haiz...=(

Well anyway, last nite went Dragonfly @ St James with Bee...as to 'celebrate' the last day of his colleague-Joey. Together at the table were Cynthia n Eliza. Kinda weird joining them due to some personal reasons and furthermore im nt at all close to either of them.. anyway, the band was great though kinda drama in their performance... haha.. and the crowd...hmm.... well... i would say.. 'suddenly i feel so young around them'... hahaa.. coz if i were to turn my heads ard, i wldnt be surprise to see my dad there...*guess u get wad i mean*... LOL well, we didnt stay long.. actually kinda bored jz siting there... watching... cz usually i prefer to be on the "move" rather than jz siting down... esp since i cant drink last nite..as i gotta drive...
Nevertheless, its a gd experience for my 1st visit, wouldnt mind returning again *hopefully this tm round with a better crowd* haha...

had a boring day at hme... trying to finish reading the SG in the hot, sunny afternoon. Instead, i switched to YouTube and started watching the show "Corner With Love [转角遇到爱]" by Xiao Zhu and Da S. hahahaha farnie show... but then looking at hw the time strikes.... my fears started forming... as i still got a huge pile of notes untouched... damm... today is my last day assigned for ESAP.. starting from tml, i gotta start on MSM... arghh... it seems to be telling me "TIME IS NOT ENUFF and STOP WASTING TIME!"

PEriod.

Came across this while reading a magazine, kinda meaning and tot i wanna share it here:
- " Experience makes people far happier than things"
- "People who write down 3 good things that happen every day for a week are significantly happier than those who dont"
...hmm... it keeps me wondering... what's the 3 good things that happened to me today?
1) I'm still alive?
2) I'm 1 day older than yesterday?
3) I'm ...I'm....
sharks.. i cant seem to have anything good that had happened to me that kept me going.... am i not gonna be happy?.....

Question of the day:
..... Given you a choice, will you chose to be:
a) deaf
b) mute
c) blind
d) All of the above
e) None of the above
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2007-05-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

Some of the pics i took there...

My CurrencieS

2007-05-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

Farnie piCs... hahahhahaha....

I'm finally back~!

2007-05-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah..i'm finally back!...after mia-ing for so many days...all thanks to the lightning which struck the 'mio' at my hse, resulting in no internet access for the past weekend..=( (but luckily, im away at perhentian.. hahahaha)

well well, the exam on friday sucks.. i cant use the calculator that i brought to the exam hall..resulting in me gotta use 'mental sums'... arghh... aniwae i cant balance the BS also.. dunno where in the hell my brains go... cant complete the paper also... in the end.. i left the exam hall almost 3/4 heart-dead.. tink i have to enter the hall again next year for the same paper... damm...

aniwae rite after that, i rushed hm to meet Bee and did our final packing b4 heading to the bus station @ Lavender for our "Business Class" coach up to perhentian.. 12hrs long ride... the bus is cold..n making matters worse... i have not eaten anything for the entire day.... =( grrr...

after alighting at the jetty to catch the boat to Pulau Perhentian Besar, we finally reached our destination with our half-opened eyes - CocoHut. Everybody seems to noe wad to do next... changed into their swimwear attire... unpacked their bags, grab their gears and the next ting we noe, we were all in the boat to send us off to "Alu Alu Diving centre"- located at the other end of the island.

The Pros started their 1st dive while the Open waters waited there, looking aimlessly..dunno what to do.. haha.... finally we were told to watch a video while waiting for our instructor to be back.. After video one was over, we continued with video two... slowly the zzzz monster started his attack.. and almost all 3 of us watched with our almost shut eyes in the humid afternoon...we continued with our video 3 after lunch and started our 1st confined training in the later part of the afternoon.

1st training was fun!.. haha.. well we do looked farnie with our wetsuits on and stuff... and swimming with that fins on is no joke.. haha.. tough for me!.. i cant balance.. n s a result.. hurt my knee cap n ankle...*pain* we practice scuba diving and swimming b4 we call it a day..

the skies at nite with stars twinkling is fantastic! Great scenery companied with Juan and our earlier jokes of the day... hahah....we were real jokers... *hey! trying to laugh underwater is no joke k... hahhahaha it takes lotsa skills n practise* aniwae we ended the nite early as there's a early morning dive the v.next day...

2nd day started bright and sunny..but me n Bee got no breakfast coz we woke up late.. once we reached alu alu, farok took us straight into introducing our gears and started our lessons with assembling and dissembling our equipments. after we are ready, he took us out to a nearby area for our 2nd practice dive and 1st open dive. i tell u..the fishes really scared the hell outta me when i first saw them!!.. kaoz..i retreat almost immediately when i saw a school of fishes swimming rite in front of my eyes!.. hhaahaa.. Juan couldnt stop laughing becz of this.. as i slowly gt used to it... i begin to enjoy the scenery in front of me...- someting which i dun get to see normally unless except im standing rite in front of an aquarium- blocked by a layer of glass... boy.. im getting real excited as i get to see more marine life...

Back at Alu Alu, farok told us that we were not able to complete our full course due to time constraint- as we were all leaving the very next day afternoon. he suggested that he will certified us as Scuba Divers meanwhile and we were to go back again to complete the entire course to attain the full Open Water Diving. (Difference is SD can only dive up to 12m deep whereas OW can dive up to 18m deep) Though kinda sad by the decision of Farok's, but only he noes best at our standards and progress and what is best for us..so we all agree that we will go back soon to complete our coz (hopefully in sept)..

On our 3rd day, we set off to D Lagoon together with the Pros and took some group fotos underwater (which doesnt turn out clear)..before heading back to Alu to be certified as SD by Farok. haha... now i got my own Log bOok... next time mz learn to draw fishes n marine life.. hahahhaa..oh yar, i got my SD card also!.. hehheee...

V.excited n happy with this entire trip... really opened my eyes to marine life.. - someting which i never though i would like it tt much..haha... but still i got my fears... haahaa... tink i need to gain more water confidence n knowledge with the handling of the equipment first...

Back in Singapore, Bee n me went to our favourite dinner hangout @ Ting Yuan Steamboat.. hahaha we had a great feast! lucky there's seats when we got there as it was full hse! Oh yar and at nite, we watched " Just Follow Law" by Gurmit Singh and Fann Wong. it was a farnie show.. haha...

Overall, really enjoyed my weekend over at perhentian.. though we also must "study" for our Open Water.. haha... the group was fun... my buddy was hilarious.. our instructor was good, the shakes were great!.. yummy!

Will try to upload the fotos...once its ready.. though i didnt take much coz the camera is not with me most of the time... hehehe...

Meanwhile, back to my books....*sigh*

Exam Blues

2007-05-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

Balance..Balance..Balance....

2 more days to doomsday... but hell.. i cant balance for goodness sake! *wonder hw am i gonna take my paper on friday...* =(
still struggling to cramp as much infor from the study guide (as what the UOL lecturers always recommend us to read) in my Big head but small brain....*tough* ... seriously... if u ask me what have i read... i tell u... i cant remb a single shit... hahaha think becoz of the time constraint.. im practically "scanning" thr the words rather than understanding... just hope my "super-memory" dun fail me on the BIG day....*which it normally will*...*shruggs*

So many things to be done... so little time left.... i haven upload the pics i took the other day...i haven pack my bag for my trip *which i noe i shldnt be thinkg of that at this very moment!!*.... i haven memorise all the formulaes required to calculate the key ratios.. i haven memorise all the definitions and theories for Section A... i haven master the 'art-of-balancing' * which is also the most impt part of the entire paper - Section B.... damm..... oh heaven, please tell me what should i do now!!... grrrrr

now my mind is filled with anything and everything except EXAMS.. think tis time i really have to hug "his" leg tighter liaoz... coz "Ling Shi Bao Fuo Jiao" mahz... haha crap..

anyway i cant seem to upload any pics.. blogger seem to have error whenever i tried to access... sianz.. jz too bad.... shall upload once its ok..

haiz.. time to head back to my boring study guide liaoz... still got one..two...three...damm..six more long-n-dont-understand chapts to go...before the clock strikes twelve...an't much time left...arrrghh....

2007-05-15T02:44:00.000+08:00

CouNtinG dOwn....thrEe mOre dayS to Official OpeNinG of WWI - my exaMs: 1st paPeR...PrinCiples of AccountinG

aCcOunTinG - is nV my fOrtE... just a simple TB is enough to get me stucked for the entire afternoon... tml i shall practise the 'art of balancing' - BS and P/L statements.. wish me luck.. :(
*unless any kind souls can help me out in this...*

Friday, 18 May 2007 - a day to make me look forward; yet dread that it will nv come so fast....
Right after my paper, I'll have to rush down to Lavender Bus Station to catch the coach for another 'mind-wrecking' trip all the way up to 'Perhendian'...foR my "relaxing weekend at the beach"
Yes, finally i'm going to take my OWL....been waiting long for this moment... but then again... mixed feelings... coz i'm realli scared of water!! esp.. after much dis-encouragement from my mama that I'm supp to avoid "water" this year....hmmm.....*kip my fingers crossed*
Hopefully its a fruitful trip for me to really enjoy myself before i'm back again for WWII.... =P

Meanwhile..continue counting down....

2007-05-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

=EvEryDay wiTh U iS LikE a FaiRy TaLe=

"i'll never let u go, if u promise not to fade away...."

2007-05-13T02:15:00.000+08:00

CheEriOs to DD...taNks fOr aLL thE heLP!... tink thE credit line must also include ur name liaoz... hahaha.....

eH why iM not linked-up to u????......Hmmmmmmm

2007-05-13T01:07:00.001+08:00

everything is set-up nicely.